I made a right royal fucking mess of things.
Consciously I couldn’t see the inevitable train wreck ahead.
How did I get here.
If I NLP myself I know damn well how.
If I human it, I just didn’t see it coming.
Funny thing with patterns, programs and beliefs is that we never can.
Until smack, bang, crash 💥
Over a 48hr window I:
- ignored my intuition
- was kissed by an old ex
- had a fight with my lover
And that’s just the surface version.
How it all played out is like a box hit Hollywood movie.
What happened underneath though was chaos.
I didn’t sleep well.
I felt physically ill.
I banged up my knee - a beautiful reminder that if I had of listened to my intuition none of this would have happened.
Lesson learnt thank you unconscious mind, universe, spirit, life…
How easy it would have been to put blame outside of myself.
… If you didn’t ask me to do it this wouldn’t have happened
… if he didn’t grab me and kiss me none of this would have happened
… if the block wall wasn’t there I wouldn’t have hurt myself
Thing with self-responsibility though is it all begins with us.
What did I choose?
What role did I play in this?
Every sequence of event was put in motion from me not listening to my greatest asset - my intuition.
She KNOWS.
EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
All we need to do is listen.
AM ❤︎
